humble pie
from the last time, much has happened. i don’t remember wednesday, but that might’ve a day we visited the pool. swim day!
thursday was a crap day by all accounts. grandmother’s birthday dinner was nice – she’s getting pretty frail from what i can tell. then, i hurt the person i most care about. long story short, i’m sometimes filled with way too much ego, pride, and really can be a conceited arse.
spoke to cisca for about three hours. fun. had no sleep, tried ringing regularly, and failing. friday came, wrapping up work for the week, and mostly not feeling happy. visited the florist, something i haven’t done in years. saw ruben/john in the evening, went on to taking photos of kids playing judo, then food..
no sleep, and saturday came. bonus though, i seem to have showered. haha. spent most of the day writing letters, in the form of blog entries. a judo dinner thing, i felt sad it was only a hi/bye visit :(
went to deutsches later. some failure happened… lots of arguing, people hurt, basically unhappy for all in the end. oh well.
sunday! lunch with parents. dinner also. but left, to review the situation in life. finally, slept.
woke up mid-morning on monday, to realise it was a vacation. yum! happy deepavali. went out during tea, then it was to ruben’s place for his shindig. fun, overall.
slept for about 2 hours, and awake to see that it looks like all is forgiven. i still feel like an idiot, but i’m happy that i think things, are going to go back to normal. took a NICE bus to singapore, and here i am, writing random blog entries.
can’t wait to go home tomorrow. sincerely hope she’s free so i can say hello, apologise in person, and move right along from this horrendous episode. control your tongue, colin!
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